lame 2026-05-14T00:00:00Z https://sadmammal.neocities.org/stream/ sad mammal 2026-05-14T00:00:00Z https://sadmammal.neocities.org/stream/#entry-2026-05-14 <p>I don't have that many thoughts to post here, huh. Once you realise how hopeless logocentrism is, why even bother thinking? It's not like it's going to do much of anything.</p> 2025-11-05T00:00:00Z https://sadmammal.neocities.org/stream/#entry-2025-11-05 <blockquote> <p>Hahahahahahahaha How The Fuck Is <s>Cyber Bullying</s> <strong>THE WORLD OF SYMBOLS</strong> Real Hahahaha Nigga Just Walk Away From The <s>Screen</s> <strong>NOOSPHERE</strong> Like Nigga <s>Close Your Eyes</s> <strong>RETURN TO PRESENCE</strong> Haha</p> </blockquote> <p>Thinking about how much people suffer due to thoughts and beliefs, and in particular their aggregation into philosophies/worldviews/outlooks. I certainly enjoy playing with dark, miserable, psychotic philosophy, but like to think that it really is <em>play</em>. Nothing ever written about experience has been <strong>True</strong>. It's impossible - you can't get there from here.</p> <p>Philosophy is a noble, humanitarian and utterly doomed endeavour. That's why it's so badass. Entering the ring for a fight you (should) know to be unwinnable, having resolved to do your best regardless. One must imagine Sisyphus happy, etc.</p> 2025-11-03T00:00:00Z https://sadmammal.neocities.org/stream/#entry-2025-11-03 <p>It makes me feel ill to observe how conditioned my brain is. All those arising impulses to check my phone, seek easy dopamine, scroll something. Or when less mindful, realising that my phone has been palmed and unlocked without awareness or conscious intent. It's scary to acknowledge how vulnerable we are to attention economy psy-ops, and to consider the degree of effort and vigilance required to challenge them even in our personal lives.</p> 2025-11-02T00:00:00Z https://sadmammal.neocities.org/stream/#entry-2025-11-02 <div class="callout" data-callout="quote"> <div class="callout-title"> <div class="callout-title-icon"> <svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="24" height="24" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-quote"><path d="M3 21c3 0 7-1 7-8V5c0-1.25-.756-2.017-2-2H4c-1.25 0-2 .75-2 1.972V11c0 1.25.75 2 2 2 1 0 1 0 1 1v1c0 1-1 2-2 2s-1 .008-1 1.031V20c0 1 0 1 1 1z"/><path d="M15 21c3 0 7-1 7-8V5c0-1.25-.757-2.017-2-2h-4c-1.25 0-2 .75-2 1.972V11c0 1.25.75 2 2 2h.75c0 2.25.25 4-2.75 4v3c0 1 0 1 1 1z"/></svg> </div> <div class="callout-title-inner"><em>Diaries, 1910 - 1923</em>, Franz Kafka</div> </div> <div class="callout-content"><p>A moment of thought: Resign yourself, learn (learn, forty-year-old) to rest content in the moment (yes, once you could do it). Yes, in the moment, the terrible moment. It is not terrible, only your fear of the future makes it so.</p> </div></div> <div class="callout" data-callout="quote"> <div class="callout-title"> <div class="callout-title-icon"> <svg xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2000/svg" width="24" height="24" viewBox="0 0 24 24" fill="none" stroke="currentColor" stroke-width="2" stroke-linecap="round" stroke-linejoin="round" class="lucide lucide-quote"><path d="M3 21c3 0 7-1 7-8V5c0-1.25-.756-2.017-2-2H4c-1.25 0-2 .75-2 1.972V11c0 1.25.75 2 2 2 1 0 1 0 1 1v1c0 1-1 2-2 2s-1 .008-1 1.031V20c0 1 0 1 1 1z"/><path d="M15 21c3 0 7-1 7-8V5c0-1.25-.757-2.017-2-2h-4c-1.25 0-2 .75-2 1.972V11c0 1.25.75 2 2 2h.75c0 2.25.25 4-2.75 4v3c0 1 0 1 1 1z"/></svg> </div> <div class="callout-title-inner">op. cit.</div> </div> <div class="callout-content"><p>In his room I try to show my humility, which I cannot feel, by seeking out a ridiculous place for my hat, I lay it down on a small wooden stand for lacing boots.</p> </div></div>